NEXT?!
I've been taking a break from my home improvement projects to goof off with the family, paint and generally laze about, but as summer rolls to a close I think it's time to get back at it. My goal is to have the living room, dining room, stairs and hall done before R's birthday in November. That's a little over two months away and completely doable. Then after the holidays, we can tackle one of the bathrooms. It'll be tough to choose ... the ugly black one or the one with the ceiling that's thinking about coming down. Hmmmmm.

I skipped this whisk a couple of weeks ago when I was drawing my utensils. The loops are just as tough as I imagined and fit punishment, I think, for my neurotic outburst two days ago. Sometimes I can be such a cliche. Really, I figured I'd give myself something I had to concentrate on in an effort to get the voices in my head to shut up. It worked ... after I told them I'd get the loops right eventually and to just leave me alone.
You'd think at the ripe (not so) old age of almost 36, after spending most of my life with a crayon, pencil or paintbrush in my hand, I'd be able to set a creative goal and just do it. Actually, I have. I just had my one year anniversary of daily entries in my sketchbook. So ... you'd think I'd be able to do it again with my "one a week" goal. You'd think.
Instead I can't figure out what to draw. The right side of my brain is yelling at me to DRAW ANYTHING and the other anal retentive side is mumbling that if I'm going to waste time, money and effort on a "real drawing", it better be good. And now the right side is reminding me that I'm not getting much done sitting here typing either.
Am I the only one who does this? I gotta say I think I've asked that question before and no one answered, so maybe.
Anyway, this one has been a bit of a challenge today. I did it first in watercolor and it just sucked. No two ways about it. Really ugly. This was the second attempt and after laying down some base colors with watercolor, I went back into it with colored pencil. Turned out much better and I really like it. I'll probably like it even better in an hour or two as it's now in the peach crisp. Yum-O!
I visit quite a few other artists' blogs and a few are doing a "drawing a day" series. Now I'd love to try that, but I can't picture myself being able to keep it up. I want to continue working in my sketchbook, playing with my kids, taking rides in the cutlass with my husband and still have time to goof off on occasion. I don't think a "drawing a day" would leave me much goof off time.
So I'm going to try for one a week. I can do that. One "more finished" drawing of something each week in pencil, colored pencil or whatever other medium strikes my fancy.
I went to Pat Catan's Friday for paper and promptly freaked out. What was I going to draw? It's more expensive paper, it has to be something "good". After beating my head against a wall several times, I rescued this poor deformed tomato. Not a bad first attempt and it tasted pretty good too.
I haven't stopped all together, have I? The only time I've missed more than one day was the week we moved. I got right back into the swing once things settled down. And besides, my goal was to draw "almost every day" and I've more than accomplished that. So why do I feel like I have to explain missing Monday? Darned if I know.
I'm off to build a fort in the living room. It's still raining and the kids are BORED out of their little skulls. Good thing we have a party to go to tomorrow. At least they'll be able to work off some nrg showing off for all of their relatives. he he he!
It hasn't got worse, but it hasn't gotten better, so I went to see the doctor today. He seems to think it's an inner ear issue that's causing me to experience symptoms of vertigo and according to him, it should work itself out. There's no infection so he just gave me a prescription for a medication to relieve the symptoms.
Here's hoping he's right, because this is not fun. I like a good roller coaster ride, but I also like to get off eventually.
I really do enjoy taking the two of them down to visit with my family, but man, it wears me out. They are both super excited, there are no naps for anyone and they like to get up at 5:30 in the morning for fear they might miss something fun. This trip was just slightly easier on me because once they got settled a little, it was all "grandma this" and grandma that". I got a break from being the center of their conversational universes. Thanks mom! Hope you had a nice nap this afternoon while I was driving the little motor mouths home. Yeah, I know, they come by it naturally and it is the "Mother's Curse" in all it's glory. Did I say thanks or *Thanks A Lot!*?
I worked on this yesterday while my youngest napped and my son played on PBS Kids. Then I futzed with it a little more last night. I really like how the first three trees on the left are working. Not so sure about the last three. Good news is the new furniture got delivered and the painting looks really good with it. Am I crazy to be wishing I'd done it a little larger?





























